Null Reference in Line 0

Can someone Help me finding this null reference? im getting this in my Debug in Visual Studio (HoloLens):

 NullReferenceException: Object reference not set to an instance of an object.
    at Degree.Update()
    at Degree.$Invoke7(Int64 instance, Int64* args)
    at UnityEngine.Internal.$MethodUtility.InvokeMethod(Int64 instance, Int64* args, IntPtr method) 
 (Filename: <Unknown> Line: 0)

i have 5 buttons and every button has this script:

 using System.Collections;
 using System.Collections.Generic;
 using UnityEngine;
 
 public class Degree : MonoBehaviour {
 
     public EV3Control legocontrol;
 
     public int degree;
 
     public Texture mouseover;
     public Texture option;
     public Texture selected;
 
     public GazeGestureManager Gazemanager;
     
     // Select Button
     void OnSelect()
     {
         legocontrol.DriveDegree(degree);
     }
 
 
     // Use this for initialization
     void Start () {
         Debug.Log(this.name);
     }
 
     // Update is called once per frame
     void Update () {
 
         int currentdegree = legocontrol.currentdegree;
         //Debug.Log("EV3: " + legocontrol);
 
 
         if (currentdegree == degree) {
             //Debug.Log("Active: " + this.name);
             try
             {
                 this.GetComponent<Renderer>().material.mainTexture = selected;
             }
             catch {
                 Debug.Log("catch active: " + this.name);
             }
         }
         if (currentdegree != degree)
         {
             if (Gazemanager.FocusedObject.name == this.name)
             {
                 //Debug.Log("Name: " + this.name);
                 try
                 {
                     this.GetComponent<Renderer>().material.mainTexture = mouseover;
                 }
                 catch {
                     Debug.Log("catch focus: " + this.name);
                 }
             }
             else {
                 //Debug.Log("Else: " + this.name);
                 try
                 {
                     this.GetComponent<Renderer>().material.mainTexture = option;
                 }
                 catch {
                     Debug.Log("catch no: " + this.name);
                 }
             }
         }
     }
 }

no catch is thrown. how yould i find the problem? or is the whole script in wrong place? There is no Problem in functionality, only errors in debugger.

Uncommenting everything and placing following scripf throws NullReference.

         Debug.Log("Gaze Name: " + Gazemanager.FocusedObject.name);
         Debug.Log("This Name: " + this.name);

this.name throws null?

UPDATE: oh, stupid: this is reference to script, not the GameObject its attached to.