You know what’s sad? is how i can feel myself getting worse, i can feel and see myself getting sadder. i notice how silent i am becoming and i’m loosing interest in the things that used to give me life, hope, and happiness… everything is slightly changing day by day… the bags under my eyes are getting worse because i don’t sleep, my grades are dropping massively, and i feel as if i’m exhausted physically and mentally.
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If I hear one more person tell me “things could always be worse” I’m gonna lose my mind. I have depression and social anxiety. Im sad, and anxious, and you telling me “things could be worse” doesn’t help. Sure they could be worse, but they’re still not good. You wanna wake up sad every.single.day and be scared over every little thing cause anxiety makes simple tasks difficult? cause that’s my current life. just cause someone has it worse than me doesn’t mean I can’t feel sh`t about my situation
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Depression in summer is weird. It’s not dark and brooding, for me - it’s white and hazy and confusing. You feel very absent from everyone and everything and all the light seems a little too bright for your tired eyes
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